Earnestly ,
I love to be a mother, but the turn of
event made me always sit up and ask myself where I have got
it wrong. I place premium to nothing in
life than my family. My mother taught us
how to be homely, therefore I would love to take care and nurture my home the way my mother did to me.
My name is
Kemi. Second in the family of six
children all females. We are from a monogamy family. My parent are
disciplinary, now in their 70s and 80s. I am 38, a graduate of Business
Administration from one of the federal universities. I always take considerable care before taking
decision. But the choice of Samson as my
husband really beat my imagination. Would I have made mistake? I would have
often time. Or is it a change of character? What is happening please somebody should help.
Our
upbringing was coherence to a simple fact that my parents pattern of life was
shape toward success. I thank God,
today, I appreciate God for my parents. In fact when I graduated
I proceeded for my second degree where I met Samson in one of the symposia organized in the
honour of our Vice Chancellor.
I was 26
when I met him, he was 30, he happened to be a nice gentle guy back then, easy
going and handsome young man. Every woman would love to spend her life with
him. We were both members of the organizing committee. I was the organizing secretary while he was
the president. Our assignment brought us closed. In fact ,it was the best ever
organized since the inception of that
department. This is how our relationship started. I could remember
vividly the first night call we made, when I checked my phone it was 47
minutes and it seem we have just spoken
for few seconds. This was one of the events that changed the course of my
reasoning. Samson became the big picture
in my life.
On
completing our programme, I picked a job with
a commercial bank, now I am at the top management position. Samson
returned to his family business. We were doing good. We were best of friends. We got wedded few months after completing our
course. Because I made my point clear to him, no marriage no sex. Perhaps we
did not want to miss each other. We put everything in orderso to get married. I
had sex experience a night after our wedding. This was the first ever
experience therefore, I couldn’t sort out the difference
Three years
ago his business crumble . Three
container of gas exploded and burst into flame
bringing the entire factory into an iron
vestiges. Goods were turned into ashes. This singular event exposes
the extravagant life Samson has been
living over the years. All my investment could not be accounted for. But this couldn’t stopped me from loving him.
Now, my
story begins, after the inferno, Samson’s family calls me the wizard that eats
babies from my womb , trigger fire to consume , Samson’s factory. Despite my
millions of investment in the business that Samson wouldn’t give account. I
have done all within my power to show Samson that I care. For six year we have being together, I have
subjected myself to all manner of test
results show that i am
alright. A number of times he has
told me all his days in school there no lady he sleeps with, without missing
her period except me. He would frighten , you better go and check yourself,
because two men would not continue to stay together. I would cry, I will beg, I
have been humiliated
Seven months
ago a doctor advised that both of us subject ourselves to a test ,
which after a lot of pleading , begging with tears Samson accepted to come with
me. Guess what? The nitrite content in
Samson semen is zero. Samson buried his face in his palms in shame. At that
point I became violent . trust a woman
who has been humiliated. I sent copied of the result to whoever I could imagine
matters in the situation and subjected myself to artificial insemination. Now I
am six month pregnant. Have I acted folly? Will Samson accept to father this
child?. Now everybody knows the truth. Do I go back to Samson? Please, someone
should help!
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